I can't believe this

ok, i don't wanna do this, but i just feel like the school just plain wanted to mock me. -.-

"some of the year 6 students have been requested to attend a tea session by "

ok, so i didn't get selected, fine. even though 51 of the students in the level were, fine. i'm in the lower 37 of the batch, fine. but you really didn't have to drive in the final nail by inviting 2 students who are not even in the school anymore. am i that unwanted? "oh i'd rather place the name of someone who can't even make it anymore than to let you go in"? to be placed in the same category as ? 

i probably wouldn't be interested in the talk? so can someone tell me why more than 7 students from the B class are invited to a tea session on clinical sciences? why in the world would anyone of them be interested in MBBS-Phd scholarship?

i guess it's time for me to be disappointed in the school as well? or maybe i should take back whatever that i have ever given to the school?